We . The year 2010 is finally going away to hell. And I'm extremely happy with that. In short, what year was this? I had to fight with people more unbalanced than usual, and even me. I have been struggling with the desire to work which is increasingly fading having little satisfaction. Although I have promoted. And that promotion. But the corn, always remains the lack of a man beside her. worry. Now I'm not going to shower the bales with the same old story. I realized that maybe I do not want anybody that is between your feet. Mind you, the desire to live a love there. But perhaps not yet ready.
Come on. We objectives. Among the fun in the jungle of reports and a report from the jungle what do you choose? Perhaps the time has not yet arrived. Perhaps they are not really mature as I think I am. So many that I could perhaps put to your attention. But I decided not to. I decided that I will not do as always, that make the record of the past year. I just want to leave me behind behind, and pretend that there ever was. This year I regain myself totally. I took off a lot of satisfaction, and I did especially for myself. And I realized in this last week I spent at home with my parents.
It 's always traumatic Chieti go for more than three days. The question of my becoming insistent, and comforts me just being a bit 'with my grandparents. This Boredom wins on everything except for Jules and the others. Those with whom I can be myself one hundred percent. I was almost felt like to come out. But then I thought, and I realized that I'm not ready to face such a thing. Not now. It would not make much sense then. I live in reality than 200 km from here, and I have a guy give me the security to do so. My friends could, but maybe I'm still too afraid.
I do not want to make resolutions for the coming year. I gained confidence that good intentions can only depress me a bit 'more if you do not come true. I decided, however, the priorities, which in this new year will become absolute. And not to disappoint you too, I'll tell you not read. Little by little they will discover the together. These days I realized that maybe I should change. A little bit, mind you. Seeking to break free. For the good of my own, and those around me. I want to make concrete plans and implementation. In short I want to live differently. And be more positive.
Happy to have only stoked the fire of fire in recent days demanding and bizarre this year than expected, I send you my most sincere congratulations. At all. Friends, enemies, pretty boys that I have made my heart beat, and the more shit that I have connected almost hurt. Persons who can not stand. And those who do not stand me . To all those who have crossed at least once my eye, and I do not understand. And to all those who did try at least two minutes. We are the result of people we know. Why would anyone leave us something.
And this evening, as the hours turned to the middle, close your eyes and look within yourself at least one good reason to be happy. I will do it. And I will do for the next 365 days. This is the only way, in my opinion, to ensure that things go better. And then, tomorrow, remember that in 2011 another horrible sucker worse than you can when you open up one of the blogs that there are more crazy. So best wishes, congratulations! Ah, I forgot, the pic is not put there at home. I have to leave in ten minutes, and are exactly the same in his condition. Only with a colorful pajamas. Giusttappunto.
Ps Since New Year is the first in three years that are not in Rome, I send a Big hugs to my friends. They celebrate that in the Tuscolana . But still, I hear them all close and tight to me. There lovvo.
AB
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